FALL season

i just love fall. hoodie season. bonfires. leaves falling. apples. new york state is perfect in the fall. too bad i have to work weekends or theyd be spent going to festivals like the grape fest and fringe fest and maybe canaltown days. and enjoying apple picking or hayrides. but i still can enjoy these things i suppose. to some extent. im going to the casino for my birthday this week. for the first time. i cant wait! also i havent been to church in over a month, i might go today. i gotta make that a more regular habit. i reallly want a boyfriend but i guess im waiting for the right one. eharmony sucks. ive had a couple hits on there but didnt end up working out. i wanna meet someone the normal way. i just wish to find the person to spend the rest of my life with....