the New Year

Today is New Year's Eve as we all know. I have been back to crying almost non-stop, even here at work I go into the ladies room & cry. My grandchildren & I missed Eddie so much. Its so painful. I hate going into the New Year without my son.  To anyone that is reading this I am going into the new year praying for all of us on this site. This site has been a lifesaver. When noone wants to hear about my son, my friends here listen. I wish all of you love, peace and healing in the New Year. Please keep me & my grandchildren & the rest of my family in your prayers.