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  Posted by: BCMuttMom

  Posted: 02/20/2017

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  is there a mood worse than horrible?  Is there a mood for 3am and there's not enough fucking wine. I want to cut and I haven't done that in years. I can't stand this pain. The husband is on the couch but there's razors in the bathroom. He wouldn't understand. 

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  Can't do it

  Posted by: BCMuttMom

  Last Reply: penntucky 04/14/2017

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  i can't do it. I can't have kids so he was the closest thing I'll ever have to a child.  I had no idea it would hurt this bad. It would have been his 14th birthday today. Society may say I'm pathetic but I don't care. I would give ANYTHING to have him back. 

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  Posted by: BCMuttMom

  Posted: 01/29/2017

  BCMuttMom commented on the discussion So sad.

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  So sad

  Posted by: BCMuttMom

  Last Reply: BCMuttMom 01/29/2017

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  I'm sad. Just so sad. Still. My husband is pretty much back to normal but I still want to do nothing. Just thinking about him makes me cry. I cry at the drop of a hat.  Every single day still. I feel like he thinks I should be ok or at least better than I am. I have no interest in anything but I'm working on faking it. Who's closer to normal. Me or him?  It will be 4 weeks on Monday. I know I'm not normal but I really don't think he is either. 

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  Posted by: BCMuttMom

  Posted: 01/27/2017

  BCMuttMom commented on the discussion I cry.

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: BCMuttMom

  Posted: 01/20/2017

  BCMuttMom commented on the discussion I cry.

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  Hug

  Posted by: BCMuttMom

  Posted: 01/20/2017

  BCMuttMom sent a hug to CountryGal22

  Thanks. A little better sometimes but it still gets me.
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  I cry

  Posted by: BCMuttMom

  Last Reply: trailrunner9 06/25/2017

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  i cry every day, every single day, more than once. I wear the charm with his paw print almost 24-7. I still can't believe he's gone. And I can't get over the idea that we did it to soon no matter what anyone else says. I'm at my wits end, I'd like to curl up and do nothing all day. He was my baby boy. We nursed him back to health and now after almost 14 years he's just gone. Why would people do this to themselves over and over?  I'm never doing it again. I can't. I want him back more than I've...

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  Posted: 01/15/2017

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  Posted: 01/15/2017

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