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Age: 26

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Posted: 06/07/2017

Mushdoge became friends with sharaninmd.
New Friend

Posted by: Mushdoge

Posted: 06/07/2017

Mushdoge became friends with sharaninmd.
New Friend

Posted by: Mushdoge

Posted: 06/07/2017

Mushdoge became friends with sharaninmd.
New Friend

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Posted: 06/07/2017

Mushdoge became friends with sharaninmd.
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Posted: 06/07/2017

Mushdoge joined the group Anxiety.
Joined New Group

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Posted: 06/07/2017

Mushdoge joined the group Bipolar Disorder.
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Posted: 05/24/2017

Mushdoge sent a hug to new.era.soul
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Posted: 05/03/2017

Mushdoge sent a hug to ALegacyBornFromADream

Thnx a lot
New Friend

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Posted: 04/15/2017

Mushdoge became friends with wild_and_free.
New Friend

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Posted: 04/15/2017

Mushdoge became friends with ALegacyBornFromADream.
Depression

No.

Posted by: Mushdoge

Last Reply: OlderCPer 04/15/2017

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I'm cutting myself again. I feel like everything is a lie because my closest family member has been lying to me since I was little. Today she lied again. I was already under a lot of pressure, so when I found out that she was lying, I just couldn't think straight and cut myself with anger and sadness.Now my arms hurt and I feel lost. I don't know if I can walk out from these feelings again but I'm still struggling. I wanna kill myself to end all these shit. My life is shit from the very...
Depression

It's coming back

Posted by: Mushdoge

Last Reply: sharaninmd 03/29/2017

2

I started to feel bad again. I feel like shit and I couldn't eat anything. I don't want to do anything and I don't think I will succeed in doing anything. When I am alone, I'm always low in mood. But whenever I see my classmates or friends, I just kinda put my mask on, laughing like I'm cool and I don't give a damn or something. But the truth is I'm broke as hell and I'm afraid to tell any of them. Now I hate loud people and loud places and I just wanna be alone. I don't know why I am feeling...
Depression

The worse thing is

Posted by: Mushdoge

Last Reply: muskrattiger 01/28/2017

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I can't stop thinking my father's new family after my parents's divorce. Both him and my mom was cheating before that. I hate my dad. I never liked him. He wasn't a good father or a good husband. His family used to hate me when I was born because I'm a girl(but when I got something to be proud of, they just 'loved' me again. It stinks.)So I always have this hatred for him. Why can he find someone again? Why couldn't he be a good dad or a good husband? Why was my childhood ruined by this...
Depression

I'm feeling weird

Posted by: Mushdoge

Last Reply: muskrattiger 01/29/2017

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Things are going down again.My mom and my dad got divorced a year ago. Actually the relationship between my mom and dad has been horrible for the whole time. I struggled a lot. And that's when I got hunted by depression( I was about twelve years old). Recently, I'm feeling better and almost like the old happy me.My dad's families( his dad and mom) didn't like me because I'm a girl and they only showed 'love' to me when I got good grades or something to show off. But my elder cousin, who is also...
Depression

It's happening again

Posted by: Mushdoge

Last Reply: Im_OK_mostly 01/12/2017

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I thought that everything is becoming brighter, but suddenly I feel like being left behind and again, I feel so ashamed of myself. I'm having a fever so I have to stay at home. I'm a senior high student so this has been giving me a lot of pressure. People around me are showing love and concern but this only made me feel guilty like it's my fault or something. Even though I know people get sick, but I just can't stop blaming myself. Luckily, things aren't so hopeless. Sometimes I relax my mind...

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