Beth93

looks like I have to stay at this fucking studio for an other miserable year. the Boston Ballet studio I was hoping to go to is closing :( this is gonna suck so much. now I know there's no way I'm...

turns out my right leg is shorter than my right. some how I always thought that but just never said anything because I thought it was just me. so my chiropractor gave me these lifts to put in my...

Fuck her. i hate my fucking mom. she tells me to stop commenting on things when she will go on for fucking ever with things that she isn't even a fucking part of FUCK HER. she tells me every frickin...

"I’m gonna miss that smileI’m gonna miss you my friendEven though it hurts the way it ended upI’d do it all againSo play it sweet in heaven‘Cause that’s right where you wanna beI’m not...

Cut myself last night. Can't take this anymore I don't belong anywhere. People don't talk to me at my stupid dance studio I don't feel like I'm apart of that studio at all. when I got home from dance...

Letting go of "friends" turns out all my friends are fake. Kinda sick of it. How do I find real friends? should I even bother to find friends anymore? I mean really, what's the point in having...

a long quote I found online   "I know this is long, but please read. It truly helps you to understand those of us who feel this way...Don't hold strong opinions about things you don't...

   fuck this. my shoulder is killing me the physical therapy for it SUCKS i hate it so much and I don't see how it's going to help. plus I hate the physical therapist!!!!!!!! FML my hip is killing...

I've finally completed a goal. I failed the first 2 months i tried to stop for 2 months but this time I succeeded. It was so unbelievably hard to do this. the only motivation i had was that when...

well, first 2 shows out of 6 start Saturday. im hurting so much now. last Saturday after going through Arabian once something happened to my ankle. hurts real bad, Chinese is going to be torture and...

Fuck my life, fuck the fucking world, fuck my "friends", fuck this ridiculous fucking life, fuck my dance studio, fuck my fucked up body, fuck school, fuck my fucking ass of a brother, FUCK EVERY...

 yesterday my doctor told me i have to stop modern, i shouldnt be dancing at all, im so sick of being told that she was the 4th Dr. to tell me that. and on top of that no winter show because the...

 ok, so ive started driving a lot more now because all the idiot tourists are outa here (praise the Lord) so im driving with my mom everywhere i go. i never thought i would ever be able to drive on...

 I Want You To Know by my best friend Jesse

 perfect song this has been my entire life    You feel like a candle in a hurricaneJust like a picture with a broken frameAlone and helplessLike you've lost your fightBut you'll be alright,...