failure

 yesterday my doctor told me i have to stop modern, i shouldnt be dancing at all, im so sick of being told that she was the 4th Dr. to tell me that. and on top of that no winter show because the Academy Of Performing Arts is way too stuck up and snobby cause they cant afford basically the most expensive middle school on the Cape, fuck the Academy it has just thrown me completely off the edge. why did i think i could possibly last 2 months without cutting. fml