freedomlover
Status: Life is so confusing. I don't know where I am standing or what choices i am going to make. But they need to be made soon.
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hey this is probly going to be my last entry i am writing..i love you everyone but its to hard for me to keep on living i want to die..no one loves me and i am going to...tongiht or tommorow i am...
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hey its me..i havent cut since i cut pain and dead into my leg that one day...latlt i have stopped eating...ihate gettin called fat and its really pissing me off so i am losing weght that way,,,u...
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things have changed for me so much...iam trying to find my place and my style but its like everyone hates me and i am getting sick of it so i am starting to ingnore em...its nme leave nme alone...its...
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Right now i am in a void,,, i dont know what to do anymore....i am like empty...nuthing at all....i cut again...disspointed my boyfriend and my friends. they didnt say anything agsint it. they were...
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hey its me agsint i hanvent wrote here in so long....i am pretty much on the turing piont...closit to either breaking down comply..i am on that thin line...life sucks...familys jerks and are giving...
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I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW...I AM SO HAPPY for the first time in a while..hheehe i guy i really like and lkikes me to but but never 3went out..asked me if i wanted to hang out with him after...
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i am so down right now..i can even thinkg...i cant dream..anything..
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i dont know if to fight this i need ppl to back me...i know i have them..and i know if i start it its going to have a chain effect i can tell..ppl will be divided i knnow that and i know there will...
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okay i call mywself ice cold heart or cold heart things like that and say that i have no feelings but still i would never hurt a person like that not at all thats against everything i do and belivce...
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he would dis me infront of his friends and never wowuld defend me..he would let secrets out and make fun of me like crazy..he would always pushme around anad try to control me and my life...when i...
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hey its me again...really really down..guess what? everyone at shchools thinks i used my ex bf like i am so ome slut just becouse i dumped him and he started saying that i used him...no one will...
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hey its me again i am trying so hard not to cut and now i am even getting worried couse i am thinking of dieing and doing everone a faovur now...get out of everyones ways out of everyones...
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hey its me again,,,right now its so terrible i feel like crap i seroise just want to die,,,,i was thinking bout it this weekend but i talked to a couple friends and they help me out alot but its...
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hey its me agsin...i am sick as hellp ihave been for the last couple days and its likeing killing me i dont like it bout noon i get so tired and have this big headack and stoamck at noon i just want...
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hi its me again. i am feeling like crap right now everything sucks for me so much right now i feel so alone and sick, its like icant do anything right, and them i thnk most of my frineds have...
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