hey its me again i am trying so hard not to cut and now i am even getting worried couse i am thinking of dieing and doing everone a faovur now...get out of everyones ways out of everyones lifes...just ley down and sop breathing never to wake from a good dream...be happy for once in my life and mabey feel loved,,just to go away and not hurt or bug or dissopiont anyone again...i i have my letters wrote and have said my prayers i dont know what else to do anymore anything that i have for gotten..i pray that who ever is out there..whoevers out there to help my soul. but i have wrote my letters to my dad mom friends that i have and to ppl i love and will disipoint even more but i dont know how to go on anymore and i hope that they can forigve me one day..mabey remebers something good about me for once?