Right now i am in a void,,, i dont know what to do anymore....i am like empty...nuthing at all....i cut again...disspointed my boyfriend and my friends. they didnt say anything agsint it. they were just disspointed... that hurt more then anything else and it made me feel like crap even more... i  havent been eating prpely again....i eat just a little each day... i get dizzy easly.. out of breat, easly distrated... all that,,, headacks... i fianly asked my freind today over text that i needed her help... after this class shes takeing me to get food... inless someone tells me to eat i just wont,, its unintresting...,right now nuthening seems to intreste  me...its like void..... even books arent as intrsting as they use to be .... i can barly pay attention and i just dont have the old fire for it anymore.....its just bland......writing is so hard for me now were it onces use to be so easy...i am in this viod i cant get out of...