things have changed for me so much...iam trying to find my place and my style but its like everyone hates me and i am getting sick of it so i am starting to ingnore em...its nme leave nme alone...its still huirts those like things ar hard enough withouth them getting harder...i want to cut so bad i think i will tonight..shits just getting to hard for me..i need the relif and the feeling thr rush...i need to be free for once in my life..i need that little break that it will get me...i donot cut for attentuion...i dont go around showing ppl my scars and new cuts thats not me...there private and secreat something to be ashamed of...i hide them as much as i can...sometimes it harder then other...this is they onlyplace that io can let tlloose let everything i am thinking down and mabey get some undersantd ment...just need to let things out