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  ED brain vs original brain.

  Posted by: Baka_senpai

  Last Reply: LuckyEmpath 01/11/2017

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  I'm tired and it is the end of the day so I already know that that is contributing to my mood. Lately I have been feeling really frustrated. I've taken some really positive steps toward recovery but my ED brain is pulling me back. I just relapsed on purging for the first time in a awhile and it's making me feel defeated. It seems like I've taken such great steps forward and then I take 2 backward. I know what I need to do but I can't seem to make myself move- I compare it to The Wax House...

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  New Friend

  Posted by: Baka_senpai

  Posted: 01/02/2017

  Baka_senpai became friends with callie101.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 01/02/2017

  Baka_senpai became friends with callie101.

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  Hug

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  Posted: 01/02/2017

  Baka_senpai sent a hug to callie101
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  Night out!

  Posted by: Baka_senpai

  Posted: 01/02/2017

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  Today was a productive recovery day. I told someone important to me and I got a positive reaction. 4th times the charm I guess! I feel like I take over more and more of my body when I take these proactive steps, and my eating disorder body gets quieter.I had a fun night out and I feel happy at the end of the night, that feels good. Thank you God. Goodnight.

• Eating Disorders
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 01/02/2017

  Baka_senpai commented on the discussion New here, struggling....

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  New year=honest me

  Posted by: Baka_senpai

  Last Reply: IDB156 01/03/2017

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  My name is Claire. I am a 25 year old who is very new to online routes of recovery. I see a therapist and have tried group therapy but I don't feel like I get anything out of those so I am going to give this a try.I just recently told my mother that I have been suffering from an eating disorder since my sophomore year of high school. I have been stressing back and forth on if to tell her or not. I didn't want the over bearing reaction but I got the polar opposite instead. Nothing. No reaction....

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: Baka_senpai

  Posted: 01/02/2017

  Baka_senpai joined the group Eating Disorders.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 01/02/2017

  Baka_senpai became friends with TeamDS.