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Age: 57
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Hi, My name is Betty, I have tried to do this several times, so here I go again... I turned 48 on Oct. 22/2016, my husband of almost 14 years (17 together) had a heart attack on his familys ranch/farm on Oct. 23/2016 and I tried desperately to save him, alone. Just 30 minutes before there were family & friends at my reach! I had just had a fun girls we there....My husband and his brother came back on Sunday to help us girls put the fun farm vehicles back in their spot, make sure the big fire pit was out etc...etc... My husband/best friend & soulmates name is Jody (Joseph) It was maybe his second or third time to be back at his familys land that he has cherished so much almost all his life. Jody's dad (poppi) passed away a little less than two years of him and his mom, "our mom" (mimi) pastaway 11 months before my sweet Jody!!!!!!! I finally got him back there again and he was so happy ;) it felt good, it felt right. Everyone went their own ways Sunday afternoon & my husband "jody" & I stayed a bit longer to enjoy what he had missed out on for years because of his Grief of loosing both his parents. and then he was taken from me on his familys land, where I just wanted him to be happy at again!!!! He was on life support for three days, I counted every last breath he took & never left his side, as most of you know that is where my love story ended and my nightmare began! Jody was 53 years young. I need to learn how to live, eat, breath & most of all sleep without him. YOU ALL UNDERSTAND...... and I have no more words but compassion & love for all of you doing what just took me weeks to do...XO

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