JoeTex

It has been so long without my kids that I fear I am losing my mind.  I am no longer thinking about them all the time.  It is almost as if my kids are but a distant dream.  It appears that no body...

I am still working things out with the other side so I can start spending time with my kids again.  This has been long and drawn out, no where near to being over but I have used this time to take...

Surprise!!!!! My kids called me wednesday.  The first time in a long time that they have done so.  It was comforting to talk to them again.  I am getting closer to having my visitation with my...

I finally fired my pos lawyer yesterday.  The stupid bi polar sob has been dragin his GD feet for 4 months.  I was tired of his excuses and what not.  I am now in the process of getting a new...

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Not this best of weeks this has been.  Not much to say but I am glad I can feel pain.  I still have hope.  Not much else.  I got to see my kids today in church.  My little one is not as fond of...

I know this journal reads like a bad sequal that will never go away.  Different week, same ole things.  Life without my kids is becomeing a common thing.  I still hurt very deeply inside when I...

 I was able to see my kids today.  I suspected that my stbx was dropping the kids off at sunday school and attending a differnet chruch service than the one I use to attend so I fed my curiosity...

I have been touched by both sadness and joy this beautiful week of spring.  A very dear friend passed away unexptedly earlier this week.  She was a sweet, kind eldrly lady thay  befriended me at...

Another week and I did not get to my see my kids.  My son called me tuesday.  We talked until his mother said bed time.  My oldest girl talked with me for awhile.  She is still so distant from...

I got to see my kids today!!!  It was not for long but it sure was wonderful to hug, kiss and laugh with them again.  It does so much to see them and be able to touch them again.  There is no...

I am comining to the revelation that all that happened for a reason.  Right now the kids are going thru hell and it may be easier now for them to adjust to things with me out of the picture.  I...

Just an update.  I got off the phone with my lawyer.  He has  been able to set up some visitation time with me so that I can see my kids.  We are in the process of getting our final mediation set...

It has been so long without my kids that I fear I am losing my mind.  I am no longer thinking about them all the time.  It is almost as if my kids are but a distant dream.  It appears that no body...

I am still working things out with the other side so I can start spending time with my kids again.  This has been long and drawn out, no where near to being over but I have used this time to take...