richierich

Today i went drinking with my friends i feel pretty ill now, i dont think i can handle alcohol that well anymore which is a good thing cause at least i know now im not dependant on it any more and it...

Self pity is the worst quality I have and im riddled with it, I think its part of me and not sure If i can ever be rid of it, I think it is the biggest part of the reason why I have depression why im...

Going on a stag weekend this weekend it should be good just hope the alcohol doesnt make me feel to down afterwards.Im still studying but finding it hard to absorb what im studying guess im going to...

Been feeling really crap last few days its starting to lift now though, cant belive i can make myself feel this bad.I lost focus and i havent been studying but Im going to sort that out!

Feeling ok at the moment, focusing alot of studying at the moment, im working most evenings and im studying during the day, im not going out nearly as much as i used to but i feel like im growing by...

Feeling ok today, I have a second interview for a shop on tuesday the first interview i thought didnt go to well as i couldnt think of any questions to ask but she must have liked me cause now i have...

I booked the exam for 8th October so i have 3 months to revise think thats a good time limit gonna try and study for at least 15 hours per week so thats around 180 hours which should see me pass...

Since i moved out my gf things seem less stressful for me,  i miss her badly and we are still communicating but i seem to have more time and i dont have to keep going from one place to another, i...

Since I came out of hospital I have felt strong and not had one suicidal thought, work went well and i seem to be more independent at work now and can do all the paper work ect on my own now. My ex...

Just letting everyone know that i am ok, Looks like my body is strong, i just have to make my mind be strong too, thanks for the support!Thanks to Jane to if it wasnt for her i would be at best alot...

I have just gone out and bought the pills. Everyday i feel like crap and I cant help these feeling people can call me weak or whatever but i have tried so so hard if you see all the books i have in...

I hate this world I just want to die, im going to buy some pills and end this shit!

Im feeling a bit positive today but the last 2 days have been awful, i feel overwelmed by stupid things and my girl friend riped into me on tuesday night saying that im not a real man that my brain...

My washing machine has stopped working the guy came and done the flooring in that room day before yesterday so it must be because of this, thing is im working all week so when i ring up to get it...

My mum is still in a nursing home and i havent talked to her for a few days im really angry.I also feel like today that i could achieve anything i want in life but my brain always makes excuses why i...