richierich

Not having a good time, think im gonna end things, everything seems to go wrong for me and even when it doesnt i feel like crap, i feel like im in a world of my own and nobody understands me, at...

Feeling a bit better, I waste too much time worrying about pointless things, but i dont seem to be able to control my thoughts. Even now i wanna do some exercises and i can muster up the energy the...

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Not too good at the moment, Not sure why i cant be stronger!

Not enjoying my job at the moment, things getting to me, feel like resigning but that isnt a good option so think i will work into the new year then leave and look for something else.

Having a good day, working in my garden fresh air is doing me good. 

Feeling ok today, been looking after myself more recently, going to the gym eating healthier, starting to feel the benifits and feel more confident in myself, still feel im along way from where I...

Woke up today feeling good, funny how a week changes everything, hopefully i can do all i set out to this week.

Every thursday night i cant sleep and i feel really depressed today for first time in month and it has hit me hard, i could call in sick tommorow but i have never not gone to work because of...

My internet has been down a while, but I have been good, Ive come off my medication for a couple of months maybe im going to crash again but hopefully i will be ready for it.Football has been good im...

played football for first time in 13 months today, i thought i played ok we lost 7 2 but thats a normal score in 7 a side. I didnt feel to sharp but i guess it will take sometime to get the fitness...

Studying hard still and got more focus and looking forward to things more now, Im starting to belive that maybe just maybe I can conquer this illness that has been part of my life for so long, if i...

Today i went drinking with my friends i feel pretty ill now, i dont think i can handle alcohol that well anymore which is a good thing cause at least i know now im not dependant on it any more and it...

Self pity is the worst quality I have and im riddled with it, I think its part of me and not sure If i can ever be rid of it, I think it is the biggest part of the reason why I have depression why im...

Going on a stag weekend this weekend it should be good just hope the alcohol doesnt make me feel to down afterwards.Im still studying but finding it hard to absorb what im studying guess im going to...