Since I came out of hospital I have felt strong and not had one suicidal thought, work went well and i seem to be more independent at work now and can do all the paper work ect on my own now. My ex girl friend is still on my mind she asked me to go and see her tonight to talk i said i needed to sleep and that i would see her tommorow, she said shes busy tommorow i said if your in your in if your not ur not im just comming to pick the rest of my stuff up to which she text back ok it doesnt matter have a nice night kisses.I still have feelings for her so this is tough but i know that the right thing to do tommorow is pick up the rest of my things and go.-