Self pity is the worst quality I have and im riddled with it, I think its part of me and not sure If i can ever be rid of it, I think it is the biggest part of the reason why I have depression why im so emotionally weak, I am proud of the why i fight this illness and out of everything that has ever happened in my life this illness is the worst but im determined to try and live upto my potential it might take a year it might take 10 but Ill kick this things ass!