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  Last Reply: dc87110 01/08/2017

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  Today, I broke down. I feel lost and alone. After today's situation I got back the feeling that I would get years ago. The great sadness that over powers me. I have not felt this feelings since I lost my grandmother. I have gone through depression and I got off my medication. But this sadness comes over me and I felt the feeling of giving up. Last time I had that feeling of giving up, I tried to just end it. I am trying to be hopefull but it is hard to be when you feel that there is not a...

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  01/08

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  Since the last time that I wrote a journal, things in my life started to get better. I was hopefull for the best and change. I try to give my dad chance, in hope that maybe he will change. We have had small arguments throught the last couple of months. However, today I felt as if he was the same man who has belittle me my whole life. I started my day by going to church with my boyfriend and his family. With just to get a call from my dad cussing me out and saying awful things. Since I went back...

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  10/27

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  Today could have been a great day. I am excited that I got accepted into graduate school. It is a big step for me knowing that I have accomplished somthing. I am proud of myself. I do not want to let anyone take this from me. On the flip side I did get into an argument with my dad. He has never been happy for me and seems to never loved me. He said awful things to me and one of them was that he is kicking me out. I am scared of the things he would do. I am currently packing some of my things...

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• Depression
  

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  Last Reply: charliegirl815 10/29/2016

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  Hi Everyone, I am new to this website. And I guess I came on here because I wish to seek a support system. I have suffored through depression years ago. I called it my great sadness. I got better well so I said to myself. I feel that I am going back to the same place I was years ago. I am about to finish collage, however I feel stressed out with the situation. I feel that this sadness stems from my family, specifically my own father. For years he has put me down and everyone around him. He was...

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