I am new to this website. And I guess I came on here because I wish to seek a support system. I have suffored through depression years ago. I called it my great sadness. I got better well so I said to myself. I feel that I am going back to the same place I was years ago. I am about to finish collage, however I feel stressed out with the situation. I feel that this sadness stems from my family, specifically my own father. For years he has put me down and everyone around him. He was abusive to my mother and I seem not to be able to forget alot of those things. He was verbally abusive to my siblings and I. I feel he is a narsassistic man. He has hurt me my whole life and I can not seem to let it go. I have had to move back in with my parent due to finacial reasons. Therefore, I have had to go back to seeing my abusive father. I just feel that things are not working on my favor.
Just me ... AGAIN. LOLThese are actually not new rules, I just wanted to share some that I have always believed..I am fortunate to have opened up and shared with so many special friends on here. Me and my overwhelming chattiness and curiosity has led me to uncover that some may not want to respond... some are afraid they may not word things right... others are afraid they may say too much (or...
I'm feeling so very fed up I can not do the smilist thing without getting breathless I'm so peed off with my self I'm just ready for the scrap heap. :(