Alright so this may be all over. This is going to be about my bullies and my more recent (recent being 6 months ago) assault.

So just to get the assault over with. I was with my dad at his work alone. Stupid i know! But i thought he changed ya know? Anyway so it was lunch time, we were sitting on the bed of his truck. I felt his hand slind from my knee to my inner thigh. I froze. He smile at my reaction and slowly put his hands down my shorts. My breathing hitched as he put a finger in. I heard him say "god it's been so long since i felt you" he pulled his finger out and then sucked it. His boss (let's name him Steve) came, saw what my dad was doing.... And asked if he could join...  My dad being the fucker he is said yes. They pulled my shorts down as well as my undies and his boss began going down on me. I was still frozen. Steve then shoved his dick in my vagina as my dad stuck two fingers in my ass. Steve's wife came saw what was happening and let it happen until Steve was close to coming. Steve pulled out and the his wife joined in. She ate me, fingered me, ect. I was so ashamed and so out of breath. Apparently I moaned when Steve was in me which made him go faster. My dad was the last one. He just hammered himself in me and Steves wife covered my mouth to hide my screams in pain. My dad as his dick was in me also put his finger in me. After that they were done. Went back to work and i just lied there motionless and out of breath. Anyway so i finally processed that. Let's continue...

So the bullying.. many people think i exaggerate the shit they put me through to make me seem more of a victim... I'm not. So what should i start with... Okay so ya know that stereotypical​ thing in movies where the bullies try to suffocate the victim in a toliet... Yeah that was me. So my bullying started out light teasing. It then escalated to them shoving my head in a toliet for a minute. I would be blue in the face and gasping for air. Not fun. That happened for a few months. Not the worst.

Then it did. I just finished going to the bathroom and three girls came in. They had a collar in their hands. The tallest of them kicked me to the ground and held me. The two others placed the collar on my neck. It was a shock collar. They zapped me for 20 minutes until my friend came and punched them in the face. Still not the worst i know.

But it continued. It was lunch and a couple boys came into the library with me. The pinned me to the floor and stabbed my hand with a fork. Again not horrible.

And then the fork became a pocket knife. They began stabbing me, cutting into me, engraving works in me. My back had the word useless on it. And near it words like Slut, whore, ect. Painful but not horrible.

No the worst ones were when they had vinegar, and salt and something to lift my nail up. The pulled my nail up, poured the salt and vinegar under my nail and smashed it on the table... Complete with a knife through my hand.

And then the final one. The one where three boys fucked me in a toliet stall. It was valentine's day, a little party at my school. I went to the bathroom and three guys came in. One held me down and the other two began kissing me, holding me, eating me out. Until one of them went in. He shoved himself in me and... came... Thankfully I didn't get pregnant or an STD. I was to young to get a period and i watched for about a year for any symptoms of STD. None thank fuck.

Anyway so there's my rant. I'm fine (kinda) saw a boy who looked like the guy who raped me in the stall. But that's about it. I just felt like i was going to burst.

Anyway thanks,

Cry