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arfie
I am attempting to put something into words. Hope no one will be offended if I experiment with wording here.
When my PTSD was out of control, I suffered hideous spastic colitis. So much so that the VA awarded me a disability pension for it upon leaving the Army. Somewhere in the mid 80s I began visualizing massages of my colon. What I am currently calling, "Mental Massage." It worked. I still have a very fussy colon, but my mental massage keeps it from mounting to the crippling pain.
I noticed quite a few years ago that my thought loops were always accompanied by painful pressure centers inside my skull. I do not know which is cause and which is effect. About a year ago I began responding to my thought loops by wordlessly visualizing the pressure centers and applying the mental massage technique. Again, it seems to be working. My thought loops still happen, but have eased greatly.
Am I making sense?
When my PTSD was out of control, I suffered hideous spastic colitis. So much so that the VA awarded me a disability pension for it upon leaving the Army. Somewhere in the mid 80s I began visualizing massages of my colon. What I am currently calling, "Mental Massage." It worked. I still have a very fussy colon, but my mental massage keeps it from mounting to the crippling pain.
I noticed quite a few years ago that my thought loops were always accompanied by painful pressure centers inside my skull. I do not know which is cause and which is effect. About a year ago I began responding to my thought loops by wordlessly visualizing the pressure centers and applying the mental massage technique. Again, it seems to be working. My thought loops still happen, but have eased greatly.
Am I making sense?
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It seemed that every time triggers hit the digestive tract took a hit too.
I am talking not only running to the bathroom but also, well: gas.
And when I had very first experienced PTSD I used to break out in sweats when I was at work but that was where the stalking happened. Only the sweating happened after the predator was gone.
Sometimes I think it is like our physical bodies trying to shake the pollution that is in our systems.
AND the practical application there of by being able to link it to scientific evidence type ways of explaining it not just mystical.
while some come easier to us than others we a familiar with quite a few different methods that combine physical and energetic methods of healing. (even those we ourselves do not preform) All of which can be used to provide very gentle yet amazing results in healing mind body and soul. even if you have no desire to approach it from a spiritual aspect.
my use of the tarot/oracle cards over the years lets me see into things i might have been missing or gives me encouragement that i'm on the right path. or just a pep talk depending on which deck i use. (i never have liked the psychic thing. prefer to use them for helping people to understand themselves better)
there is just so much i have learned it gets down to answering specifics.
the only thing keeping me from being a full time Intuitive Healing Guide is -if i had to guess- my current location. this -all of this- is my passion. when i'm right there in that moment..... its utter and complete peace for Us..... pure peace.
Prior to the late 1800s "psychic" simply meant, "of the soul, spirit or mind". I believe reducing that still immeasurable mystery to anti-science caricatures has lead to bad science among other devastating effects. I find myself fearful of asking certain questions just because they make me feel like a Disney Antagonist.
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It has been denamed in the merging of tongues
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