My husband & i were married almost 6 months ago. Everything was fine (or so i thought), & i was still basking in the wedded bliss stage of our marriage. Then, to my horror, i found online conversations between him & at least 2 other women that he had been texting just 2 months after our wedding! These were not your typical platonic male/female conversations, either. I think they may have started out that way, but then one or both of them started calling each other honey, sweetie, & sending each other the kiss emoji. My husband even went as far as telling these other women that he thought that they looked very beautiful, & sexy in their profile pictures. Then, he told one of the women that he wished that he could kiss her again & again, missed talking to her when she wasn't online, & wished that she was there with him! All the while, he was still telling me that he loved me, that i made him happy, & that he was glad that i was his wife. Then, he admitted to me that he had also been watching porn online about 8-10 times in a 2 month period! He also admitted to me that a female friend of his was actually an ex girlfriend, & he didn't originally tell me that because he was afraid of losing me. Since i found out about all of this, he has stopped texting other women online, stopped watching porn, & has cut off all communication with the ex girlfriend. He says that he wants to save our marriage, & we're both going to couples counseling. He's also been recently diagnosed with bipolar disorder, is taking meds for it, & is seeing a psychiatrist, & other counselors & therapists. He's also going to a sex addiction support group that he really likes going to. He's very optimistic about our future together. Me, on the other hand, am still hurt, angry, confused, feeling betrayed, lied to, manipulated, used, abused, & played, & I'm having a hard time getting over it!