Sarah, I am sending you some peace and lots of hope for your beta tomorrow. BFP BFP BFP! That's me cheering for you. :-)
Laurie and Kim, praying for your BFPs this week also!!

Golden, 4 embryos is a good number, even if you have to wait for the polyp to get outta the way....
Good luck to all the other IVFers on this crazy journey!

Oops, Sarah, I meant Wed. I think Lupron is making me stupid. :-)

Sarah- I think it is normal to worry. Now me, I trying not to cross the line and go to the ER for a beta at this point. So trust me if all your doing is worrying, your way ahead of me. Sending you cement baby dust

Hi Ladies....because as expected I got a BFN today...sigh.

Strangely I feel ok...when I started spotting I just knew, so I already did my grieving. Kim - You and many other think my RE messed up my stims and trigger and I totally agree. I thought it for awhile, but saw no point arguing with him until I knew the results. I'll journal about it either today or tomorrow and not bore you all with my ranting.

Sarah, did you get your results today?? I'm hoping you are out celebrating good news right now!

SharynMarie - I hope you're having a good week and DH isn't stressing you out too much! lol IVF will put you through the ringer emotionally...

Laurie, so sorry to hear the news! I can't imagine how frustrating this is, especially if you think the RE screwed up. I hope you find the answers you need and get that BFP soon!!!! I'm in the July/August group now too:) Maybe I'll see you there?

Laurie, oh no! That must be so frustrating to think your RE messed up your stims and your cycle!! I am so sorry for your BFN. :-(

Thanks for the support ladies....I'm okay, just focused on what to do next. I journaled about what I think happened...I would love your insight and opinions about it...

Anyone have an idea about Sarah's beta?? I believe it was yesterday?

Golden - Yup, I'm thinking you will be seeing me in the August group!

Cardinals - Wow, you're doing great on the stims! Any idea how many days your RE wants to do?? Exciting!

Cardinals-thank so much. Just trying to relax and pray I have a healthy pregnancy. I think your follies are growing great. You will have lots of eggs to choose the golden ones. I wish you all the best and a ton of sticky baby dust.

Hi ladies. Well my AF arrived the night before my beta test. Have been in a fog since. My closest friends don't even seem to understand. Even a friend who went through IVF twice said casually, oh don't worry, it'll happen next time, like it did for us. Well, gee, that's great and all, but what if it doesn't happen for us the next time? Even my hubby, who is the most positive person I know is worried it'll never work for us. Just feel devastated.

Sarah, I am so sorry. You need time to deal with your grief right now. There isn't much to say other than to remember that you did everything you could do. It takes a strong person to handle all of this, your strength will return and so will your husband's.

Sarah, I'm so sorry to hear the news. This must be so difficult. It amazes me that even those who have been through this are not being compassionate. There are no words, i'm sure, to explain how you are feeling. I hope that after taking some time to grieve you'll be able to try again and get that BFP!!!

Just had my first ever egg retrieval. Only got 1 egg, due to the position of my ovaries..... I am kinda bummed, but 1 is better than none.....scared and excited about the next step....Good Luck to us all!!!

Sarah, I'm soo sorry about the BFN. Take time to grieve and absorb and gradually the fog will lift. IVF is difficult, but there are sooo many ladies on here that are proof it works. Hang in there :-) xoxo

Jewelzsi - I know one egg is disappointing....let us know when you hear from the RE about fertilization. There are ladies on here who got a BFP with one embie or blast, so it cna happen!

I hope everyone is having a great night!

Just want to say thank you to all of you sweet ladies. Going through all of this is tough and I just appreciate your support so very much.

Am feeling better about the BFN and looking ahead. Will be going on a mini vacation in a week with my hubby, then spending august with my family (for those of you that don't know, I live abroad) on the west coast. We've decided to try IVF again in october, since in sept I start a new job.

Best of luck for all of you special ladies! Will keep praying for you.

Love,
Sarah