I am. I really am. I'm tired of living day to day, hour to hour. I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself. I have no family or friends. I've been trying to prepare myself for that moment when I try and let go. I've been trying to get my mind right so I can start , but then Somthing happens. And an argument with my boyfriend happens. Then I'm stuck in a rut feeling pathetic. Hating myself more and more. Listening to the mean things he says about me . How no one will ever want me or will ever want to love me. Or have a care in the world for me. Even during our arguments he even brings up my daughter and says I'm a bad mother. I think I need to drop him the same time I drop the heroin. It's so much bad stuff going on in my life that I wouldn't know where to begin. But not today. I'm already too depressed and down on myself to keep talking about the things that make me cry . Ill just wait until I get in my bed in the dark. Thanks everyone who took the time to read this. At least my friends here care. Thanks again every one. I love you all.Bye.
In bad need of someone to talk to had a relapse over the last year my life has fallen apart .I am lost.
Good morning fellow members!In the past all of my choices were not the best. I have found that when I do not ask for help, I get in trouble. Within the past 6 years of sobriety, I have decided to finally start communicating my real emotions and feelings. I have found that this group is another way to make good choices, by asking for suggestions and opinions. This is something I have fought tooth...