Heroin Addiction & Recovery Support Group
Heroin is a highly addictive drug with severe withdrawal symptoms that can start as soon as hours after use of the drug stops. Withdrawal symptoms include extreme sweating and achiness, nausea, vomiting, cramping which causes "kicking," chills, and more. If you are struggling with a heroin addiction, there is help. Join the group and get support.
I am. I really am. I'm tired of living day to day, hour to hour. I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself. I have no family or friends. I've been trying to prepare myself for that moment when I try and let go. I've been trying to get my mind right so I can start , but then Somthing happens. And an argument with my boyfriend happens. Then I'm stuck in a rut feeling pathetic. Hating myself more and more. Listening to the mean things he says about me . How no one will ever want me or will ever want to love me. Or have a care in the world for me. Even during our arguments he even brings up my daughter and says I'm a bad mother. I think I need to drop him the same time I drop the heroin. It's so much bad stuff going on in my life that I wouldn't know where to begin. But not today. I'm already too depressed and down on myself to keep talking about the things that make me cry . Ill just wait until I get in my bed in the dark. Thanks everyone who took the time to read this. At least my friends here care. Thanks again every one. I love you all.Bye.
I don't know where you live. I am in the Seattle area. We have a place with a physical location and a website, PHRA. "People's Harm Reduction Alliance".
Since people, including health care providers, do not support drug users, they do it themselves. It is a wonderful group of people who care about each other. They do not deal on site or discuss drugs online. That is how they keep everything legal. It is just a safe, friendly, group of people who are living the same life with the goal of preventing harm. They provide all kinds of services.
Harm Reduction is an approach in health care where we accept that the person is using and may continue to use. That is what addiction is like.
The goal changes from "you should stop using. You are a bad person, etc." to how you can use and be safe. I hope you will look them up. You can email them or contact via Facebook to ask for similar groups in your area.
Suboxone does help with the cravings. Some programs continue to do urine testing to see if you are still using occasionally but some do not test.
My grandson used and I told him I loved him regardless. Nothing would stop that. Your life is just as precious. Take care.