Been listening to the album "X" by The 69 Eyes. Have to say I am enjoying it very much. Love Runs Away has to be my favorite song off the album, and it's the first track on there.

It's amazing how I'm still alive. I must've had a straight hour of grizzly bear attacks in my dreams while I dozed off this evening. Damn things were like ticks; they were everywhere!

I am back in my bedroom with my laptop and shit. Need privacy when recording Vlogs.

I let the dog out this morning and he stood at the edge of the deck looking down below the steps. Hair on his back was standing up. I thought a wild animal or a cat was under the deck, so I had him come back in the house for a little while.

I got my coffee and tried to let him out again. This time he started growling, so I threw pants, boots, coat and hat - because now we are having an ice storm on top of the 18" of snow already on the ground - ugh...

I cautiously walked to the end of the deck and looked over the edge..Sigh, It was the stuffed porcupine he brought out yesterday. I handed it to him and he went running (or I should say hopping) through the snow with it in his mouth...

What a meatball he is.

i am officially sick. blah. i was yesterday too, but i was trying to make myself believe it would be short lived. yeah....not so much! sore throat, cough, stuffy nose.

hubs has surgery tomorrow. it is going to be a long recovery with him not able to do anything for himself and for me being sick. not to mention how long it is going to be before we can have sex again! he wont even be able to masturbate, so i know he will be pestering me often.

AND, i have my next big exam tomorrow night. i am going to have to pop a 5 hour energy and eat a LOT of blue-berries. I am pretty sure that i have my study-guide done though. I am just going to review it all this morning to make sure i am not missing anything before e-mailing it to the rest of my table and printing it out to study!

My school has a delayed opening this morning due to the same storm. Its yucky out there. Sent my kid of to his school with his book report project in hand. What a weekend!

Thank the lord for amazing fucking sex!

After what has seemed like forever, my boyfriend should be up here by the end of the month. I am soooo giddy.

recon---------- that is AWESOME!!!!! i am excited for you!

I am off to go soak in the tub with my study-guide and hope to retain some of this!

Thanks, des.

Just chillin to KORN.

So Nate's only getting $300 something back on his taxes, and Ada shot down my dreams of having him with me. I am literally crying because I don't know what to tell Nate to do. JUST FUCKING GREAT! If I wasn't on anxiety medication, I'd be going off about this.

I leave back for Miami tonight. I finish my operation on Thursday. :DDDD

Only complaint about doing my operation on Thursday is it's mine and Nate's anniversary on Thursday. :(

That's great Angel. I'm sure you're more than happy to finally have it finished. Make sure you check in with us as soon as you can and let us know you're ok and everything went well. I'll be keeping you my thoughts sending positive vibes that everything goes well and you have a fast recovery. ((hugs))

And an early Happy Anniversary to you and Nate.

Thanks mama leather, for both the positive vibes and the happy anniversary. :)