Hello everyone,
Depression has been a part of my life since I was 3. It seems to be getting worse now though because, I think, of the stress I'm under. I work all the time and have chronic pain, Sometimes I wonder: how long can someone carry a calf before it becomes a cow and is too heavy to carry. I feel that way about the depression. I find that helping others helps me and so I post in other groups here, The other groups however don't seem to have much activity and so that increases my sense of loneliness. Sometimes it just doesn't seem worth the fight since it seems that I've had this all my life and I cannot see that it will end anytime in the future.