I can absolutely relate.

Another post that resonates. Life feels really flat. It does feel like one long chore.
Can you still find enjoyment in things you used to do for relaxation?
I'm not sure how we stop feeling this way. I'm struggling to claw my way out of it.
I exist day to day and try not to think too far ahead because that feels overwhelming.

Life is boring and stressfull.

There is a group call " Life is hard". Only the two of us. We can use more members.

Try and do positive things to make you feel better and the people around you. Do things that use to make you happy, relive them. I feel the same way. Everyday is just a task to get by through another day. Think of things that make you laugh. I don’t know you from a hole in the wall but if you ever need someone to listen...I’m here

I don't seem to really enjoy anything, even the things I used to love. I really liked travelling but that's a little harder to do.

My sentiments exactly. Most times when I am engaged with others, it just feels so forced. I don't enjoy the things I once did and I just don't have the energy to explore new things.
I really need this to go away. I pray continuously for a breakthrough.
I "hope" for that for us all.
*Hugs*

I am sorry you are struggling. I used to feel that way. It was from depression. I couldn't find joy in anything, even the things that used to bring me pleasure. Have you been to a counselor? They can do some tests to see if you are struggling with depression. You also might want to have a physical done. Sometimes, our bodies are off chemically it could be in the mind or elsewhere.That can cause those terrible feelings. I know for me getting the right medication helped with my chemical imbalance that caused many of the depressed feelings. However, usually there is also an underlying factor in our lives that causes the depression. For me I had to learn to give myself a break, to not try to be a perfectionist, and to find things that make me who I am. I would recommend you see a doctor and talk about how you are feeling. The right therapy and medication can truly help you feel better. I also journal my thoughts and pray over them. That helps them get out of my mind. I will be praying for you. Please continue to share and reach out. Hugs and Blessings!

I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder a decade ago. The meds that used to work stopped working and I'm basically on my last resort with meds. My mom passed away suddenly in October which hasn't helped my mental state which was away bad again. I see a therapist just about once a week as is. I'm still feeling hopeless

I am so sorry your meds are not working. Have you talked with your doctor. Have you looked into other meds or other doses? I took me years for me to find the right med and dose. I am so sorry for the loss of your mom. It is so hard to lose a love one and I can understand why you are struggling. A friend of mind shared these six practices to do when dealing with a loss. I have used them, as I lost my mom 7 years ago, but I still have times I really miss her. 1) Orient Yourself to Your New Reality - know she is gone, but you can still think about her and keep the memories in your mind, 2) Journal - Journaling helps us aware of our feelings and thoughts and it good to get them on paper. I pray over them as well and that gives me comfort. 3) Feel Your Feelings, but Do Not Live in Them - Accept how you feel but don't let it take over you life, 4) Look for Joy and Be Grateful - this is hard, but find the little things in your life you can be grateful for, it could be the store having the right butter, or you made a traffic light, 5) Surround Yourself with Supportive and Honest Friends- this is very important. Do you have someone you can reach out and share your feelings with?, I had a group of ladies who prayed with me when I was struggling. 6) Believe in an All-Powerful, Loving God and That There is Purpose in Your Pain - this was very helpful for me. There are so many things that happen in our life that we can't explain and relying on God has helped me during my depression and loss of my mom. I will be praying for you. I pray your therapist can help you find the underlying source to your hopelessness. I have been there and can tell you with the right medication, counseling, learning triggers, strategies, and prayer, I have found hope and ways to enjoy life. You will get there too, give it time. Hugs and Blessings!

dabook12/2/18. I am struggling with depression after losing my husband in January 2018. I also have moved back to my hometown because I thought it would be good to be closer to my family. I have some good days and many not-s0-good days. I am trying to find something to fill the days. It has been harder than I thought it would. I feel like I am disconnected to the world.

I've been through I don't even remember how many different meds, I have a med check thursday. I have a couple friends and a couple exes I talk to when I need support but I'm not good at talking about feelings, it feels wrong almost. I'm not religious so a lot of tools that work for others don't work for me. I've been trying to learn what makes mine get worse for a decade and there doesn't generally seem to be triggers. The bad days happen completely randomly most of the time.

How are you feeling this week? You have been in my thoughts and prayers.

I'm doing ok this week. Today is Mom's birthday which is hard but I've been on an upward path recently.

I am so glad you are doing better this week. I understand about missing your mom. I lost my mom 7 years ago around this time and it is hard time, but I try to focus on the good times. I will be praying you continue to be on that upward path. Blessings and Happy Holidays!