First the washer, then the refrigerator, then the shingles on the roof and the dryer, now, I can added my computer to items that need to be fixed. I tried turning it on two weeks ago. It started ok, but soon restarted and then doing it rapidly. I unplugged it for a few days and it kept doing it. So, I left it for two weeks. Now, it won't start at all and there's no money to fix it, if it's worth fixing at all. I had applied to seasonal jobs at the big box stores, but haven't received any responses. Improved economy, my foot. I'm bad at interviews anyways, so why get my hopes up. I just wish I could enjoy my tea, go to sleep and never wake up.
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