I'm sorry you are so sad, SunnyBunny. I get just as tired of fighting pain and depression everyday. Many HUGS for you!

A special hug to anyone who is feeling sad and depressed today or upset by recent events. They are part of life and we somehow make it through and learn to love each other more.
Big hug,
Ama

SunnyBunny~The REM song "Everybody Hurts" resonated with me for some reason. "When your sure you've had enough of this life...HANG ON.. Don't let yourself go.. Because everybody cries.. Everybody hurts..Sometimes.. HOLD ON!

I don't know your situation, but I am there with you and for you honey. *Gentle hugs* All we have is each other. I writhe in unbearable pain unable to take meds day in and out with no one in life except my DS friends. Aside from this pain, the abuse memories do me in. Lean on us for comfort love and support.

((((((GENTLE SQUEEEEEZE))))))))
HOLD ON! I am .... you can.

much love,
~K

Sometimes I feel like I'm 'tired of it all to.' fortunatly those feelings/days pass n brighter days come along.
Waiting for this headache to go or at least let up some. Its been awhile since I've had a bad one so maybe it's due.( Use to get them often.)
There's better days ahead for all of us.
Warm hugs n loving thoughts, xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Feeling exhasuted. I've been fighting all weekend and this morning. Fighting for the right reasons. Anger in the form of tears but that is okay as long as it comes out. I'm being honest and I'm being heard. A long time in coming and I'm starting to feel a little bit of peace inside of me.

Hugs to you all, my sweet gentle friends. We will get through this.

Hello everyone! I know that things have been tough here recently and that DS has gone wacky again, but I still love this site, group, and you all.

Coming out of the blues myself and it is hard sometimes to see the light, but it is there. I will always be grateful that I found my friends here at DS. They have and are enriching my life in ways that surprise me sometimes. My life and the world is a better place with you all in it.

My wish for today is that we all find a sense of peace within ourselves, just breathe, and let the negative go. Let a smile grace your heart and pass it on.

Sending hugs, love, and comfort.

Tonna "

I can't really afford the extra costs of monthly visits to a doctor just so a physician assistant can print a couple scripts.
We don't have the extra to pay thru the nose for meds that my ins requires to be ordered 90 days at a time and this pain clinic will only write 30 days./

All this because of some stupid addicts and pill mills. What happened to innocent until proven guilty.
What happened to "right to pursuit of happiness"
Guess none of that appplies to people in pain. We are all low life's who are just drug seeking.
Heaven better be pretty darn neat and wonderful after putting up with even more than pain.

Oh, and did I say that I hurt myself but the pain clinic won't move my monthly appointment up, it is useless to see my primary doc... yep all because of the addicts and pill mills.
we live in one heck of a rotten country

Sunny,

Sorry you're having some problems. I hope your PM can get it straight.

Wishing you well.

Good to see you all here.

Big Hugs,
David.

Sunnybunny I have 'ranted' many times over the same things. Why does 'our' country 'chose' to operate this way??? Where/who , is all this crap coming from???
It's like people are losing there right to a life w/o pain, kinda like people were losing there rights in other ways also such as, to have a 'firearm' in order to protect their own life,family n property. Look how hard people had to fight to keep from totally losing this 'constitutional' right??? Oh, becuz of nuts out there misusing 'guns', WE ALL should lose our RIGHTS to protect ourselves,etc.??? Come on now, who is buying it??? Same principal with 'drug mngt.', due to people 'misusing' drugs, I should 'suffer'??? You've GOT TO BE fricken kidding??? Where is the 'logic' in that???
We will be heard, just like other groups are in order to PROTECT THERE GOD GIVEN rights! Enough is enough n we need to speak up.

(((((((((((((EVERYONE))))))))))))))

TODAY IS MY STRESSFREE DAY

I'm going to garden and oil paint and listen to music and cry

Tomorrow I will tackle the world again.

Yea Enigma!! Good for you, I hope it is as beautiful as you plan!

Wishing everyone a beautiful day!

Sending hugs and peace to everyone tonight.
Anyone need one? I do.

I just wanted to say that when I first came here about 2 months ago it was the first time in years that I felt like anyone cared. Thank you so much for responding to my posts and being there when I need it.

Feeling angry, scared, hurt, and lonely right now. Tomorrow is the first time I will have gone back to a doctor for my autoimmune symptoms after 12 years. I gave up and prayed to die, but now my chiropractor has talked me into trying a different doctor he recommended and he talked to the doctor about my symptoms. I'm scared to possibly find out what is wrong, I'm angry that 14 specialists and 12 years later I still do not know what is wrong, and I'm lonely because like everyone else I lost all my friends, and also because no one else cares.

Thank you again! All of you!

sisy, I care. And I understand that after so long it is easy to lose hope.
But there is always hope so give this a change and try to believe that anything is possible.... even something quite unexpected and wonderful. Big hugs.

We finally got snow here n it is beautiful!!! Very happy bout that.
L-shoulder needs another injection. Tear in rotary cuff is causing awful pain n burning.
Hope evryone is having a great 2012'
best wishes n warm hugs to all, xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx