Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I know you were always you. But before BP came and full on beat the $h*t out of you, who were you? Were you pretty much the same? Or a completely different person?
I used to be able to do anything. You set a task, and I'd get it done and done right. I used to multi-task. I used to be extremely social. I used to be able to tell myself that I could do whatever I put my mind to, and actually believe it.
What about you? Who were you?
I used to be able to do anything. You set a task, and I'd get it done and done right. I used to multi-task. I used to be extremely social. I used to be able to tell myself that I could do whatever I put my mind to, and actually believe it.
What about you? Who were you?
Yes..Im sort of beyond that now. Im still self destructive but I went for years without being. I still have a few problems to address as I had a major breakdown at the beginning of the year. I have this stupid suicide plan to sort of force myself to adress the the things that are missing in my life. But I feel better today and the plan is off for now. The good news is I feel like a fighter today. And if I can just keep fighting for a little while longer I think I will find what Im looking for and if that happens Im pretty sure Ill be able to live the rest of my life as a "Normal" person.
I would be pretty dumb to let 15 years of work go down the drain when I am so close to breaking out.
I'm trying to be civil. But I just want to say that before you go accusing someone of being a troll or a fake, you might want to think a little bit. Wasn't someone else saying how It breaks down the trust we have here on another thread? Without it, no one would speak their mind and the purpose of this site would be lost, I believe they said.
I don't mean i'm mature now by any means. I just look back and think, how young was I, that i wished something exciting and tragic would happen to me just so I could write about it!? It's repulsive but I thought that way. I had no idea.
Depression steals everything from you. You just no longer want anything. Depression stole my hopes and dreams away from me. I'm trying to find some ones I care about now, not try to cling to old plans I had when I watched too many movies.
Now, they just call me "The Dream"
lmao
I'm by far not the person I was in HS...I'm comparing myself from the few years leading up to my complete 'breakdown', and the aftermath.
Searching, don't take offense, this is a free forum, you don't have to defend yourself, just say what you like.
Quacked....no comment. hahaha