Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
IMHO, if you are in fact taking your prescription meds to "party " or get "high" you do have a problem. I don't know why it would matter that your friends obviously have some addictive or abusive behaviors because that has nothing to do with your choice to abusively use your Rx. You have already stated here that you are addicted to xanax, you have physical withdrawal, ect. If a whole bunch of sublimely doped up people noticed you abusing your Rx, maybe you should seriously consider talking to your doc again about detoxing from the xanax and trying yet another option.