I don't know if this is easy to understand or not but i'll just say it, I always watch stuff with my family but sometimes during the day i make up excuses like i'm doing my homework or something because.. i don't know, either i'm anxious or i just don't want to sit still.. because i feel like i get more done in the day? I mean i love spending time with my family and i used to watch stuff with them during the day all the time but now it's like I go out of my way to make up excuses to not be around or available at the time they want to watch stuff.. Sometimes late at night i do the same thing.. The thing is, im going to be graduating from homeschool soon.. i'm not going to have to study anymore and that excuse will be gone and i don't know how i'm going to deal with sometimes not wanting to be with my family without seeming like a bitch.

Any advice? I know thats probably not understandable, i'm not making much sense cause im sick.