I never have really related to anyone. Even other outcasts. Hell, even people who are into the same stuff aren't really interested in being friends/hanging out with me. And I try my best to come out my shell and associate, but it's pointless. I step out of my comfort zone for no reason at all. I do have one friend. Don't think I don't have ANY friends. But the problem with him is he is the total opposite of me. He's kind of a jock. Real into football, casual sex, drugs, alcohol. None of the geeky stuff I'm into. Sometimes I feel like the only people I'm going to have in my life is my family. My family is great. Don't get me wrong, but I want to have friends and get married and have my own life. But I feel that is all but a dream. Nothing I can do about it either. As I said before, some people are just screwed.
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