The drive home was ok no shouting  etc.  As soon as I walked through the door I felt claustrophobic, usually we unpack straight away, not this time, me and emma got things in from the car, gareth did very little to help.  I've unpacked some things, but not the clothes, I'll do that tomorrow when hopefully I'll have more energy.  The reason I feel claustrophic is that its all on me again.  I have to put up with emma wanting things got for her, I'm not doing it all the time anymore unless she feels ill, which is frequently!  Also there are so many thiings that need cleaning normal housework in other words.  They have both got on my nerves since I started to do some unpacking and there they both were doing other things.  I just wanted them to stay watchi,ng tv, but it really irritated me.  In the middle of all this our grocery order came, Gareth said previously that he would put things away when it comes, and he shouted saying he couldnt cope and could I help, there wasnt that much of a grocery delivery I did the most of it.  He's put the wheelchair back in the car.  I'll probably go to bed early due to pure exhaustion.