Alcoholism Support Group

Alcoholism is the continued consumption of alcoholic beverages, even when it is negatively affecting your health, work, relationships and life. If you think alcohol is causing you to lose control, it's time to seek help. Our group is a safe place to vent, check in, get back up if you fall, and reach sobriety.

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gypsyfeet
gypsyfeet

Never said this out loud before but I think I'm an alcoholic. I don't drink everyday but when I do I drink till I black out and that usually means I mess up things really bad. I have been able to show the world I have it all together when I'm at work but as soon as I get home that all ends. Last night had a bottle of tequila with my husband. We got into a huge fight and he told me to get out. So I did, unfortunately I left without my shoes, phone, or wallet and just started walking. I made it to the highway where I was picked up by police and brought back home. I'm not proud of any of this. But my husbands response was he won't drink with me ever again because I brought cops home. I don't know what to do I think my world is falling apart. Sorry for the long rant I've never told anyone any of this. 

Kevin105
Kevin105
I was also a binge drinker. Wouldn't drink for days, but then hit it hard on the weekends and be worthless the next day or two. I've only been sober for two weeks now, but it has made all the difference in my life and there is no going back. Living with someone can certainly complicate your recovery, especially if they drink, but it can be done. Please take care of yourself first. This is not a selfish thing, it's a life thing. You're worth it! Stay in touch...
freedom27
freedom27
Hi Gypsy. These posts should give you great hope no matter how far down you feel. Some of us had it worse some of us not as bad. None of that matters. None of us wanted to die so we stopped drinking poison. I agree with all that's been said. Keep it simple during the first few weeks. Do whatever it takes to not drink TODAY. Meetings, Big Book, connect with alcoholics, keep posting on here and before you know it........the day is over, you're sober and you'll wake up tomorrow feeling just a bit better.
gypsyfeet
gypsyfeet
All your words of encouragement mean a lot. I couldn't be more greatfil to find such kind hearted and supportive people. Specially being my lowest of lows. I know what I need to do to make sobriety stick and it's going to be the hardest thing to do but for my own safety and well being it has to be done. I. Ant love someone else if I don't love myself and lord knows I don't love myself right now. Thank you everyone this has opened my eyes that much more to see I might just be worth saving. I'll keep in touch.
Community Leaderbobinmaine
bobinmaine
You can't change the past but you can change the present and create a better today, one sober minute at a time. Then you can forgiver yourself for all your past blackouts and the people you have hurt along the way, and then you can forgive yourself for holding on to all that guilt for so long. That is how we heal and become whole again! Keep us posted. The path you take on your road to recovery, just might help someone else! You have a story that needs to be told because many will identify with you!

God Bless
klew22
klew22
Admitting that you have a problem is a huge step and it means that you're ready to get better. It takes a lot of courage. Learn from your mistakes but don't let them rule or define you. Make each day better than the last. Be strong and don't give up hope. You have the power to change your life.
jeffneedshelp
jeffneedshelp
Be grateful that the cops brought you home safely.

You could have been:
Arrested
Raped
Hit by car
Injured in a fall and left for dead

An Angel was watching over you that night. Embrace the fortune, especially as it made you consider your drinking as a whole.

Keep coming back her. I also recommend AA, but some here have experienced amazing sobriety the other way.
1is2many
1is2many
I will say a prayer for you and your husband today. I pray you find healing and peace.
1is2many
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