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already wrote in group, but i am so tired of the pain, the disappointments of the doctors, tired of getting my hopes up only to be told "sorry we cant help you" AGAIN, tired of the pills and the side...

i dropped my pain pills down the sink the other day. i have never been so careless. i tried to get the dr to give me a partial refill and not only did he deny my request he refused to answer or...

so i was without internet and computer since October. i thought the world had come to an end!! i am finally back for good. so general update; pain is worse, but i finally fired my regular doc and am...

so i have been with out a computer since sept. ARGGG how have i survived!! i did a post on the chronic pain sight updating things.i am in phoenix right now visiting my youngest daughter . made sure...

ok. i know that certain things are going to hurt so WHY do i insist on doing them?? i gave both dogs a bath today( a german shepard and a pit/lab mix). omg i was in tears afterwards and shaking so...

im still waiting for the lastest lab results that i had last thursday. i called and the receptioist said that they will call or send something in the mail. great! imstill having the back/stomache...

it seems like most of my journel entrys are listed as frustrating. and why is the txt size so damn small???first the dr says joint dysfuntion, inflammation, and such. then after i bleed from the...

so now my ex bf wants to talk. a week after the fight, break-up and everything else that happened. he is saying all the right things and i know that he is sincere. he always is. for now. i so want to...

even with my bf and i breaking up im doing good. the toradol is helping, work is getting done around here, and i slept well. life is good today!!

i dont know how much longer i can do this. all 3 cats, and one of the dogs are sick, im 300 short to pay my bills, i was supposed to go camping but i have no gas and the pain is so bad i probably...

i have posted numerous posts to people today wishing i could wave a magic wand and make everyones pain go away. i was supposed to go camping for the weekend but i had to cancel. just going to the...

i feel so awful. i had to borrow my daughters boyfriends debit card to take my cat to the vet and i lost his card. we got lucky and some honest person( they do exist!!) turned it in to the bank. i...

i went to the midnight showing of harry potter last night with friends. had a blast. i could hardly move by the time i got home. what is it about sitting in a theater that makes me hurt so bad? we...

i just wrote a journel entry about  this. i know the pain will ever totally go away but between new drs and this support group plus the wonrerful people im meeting i feel alot more positive.

nothing unusal today. i hurt like hell. im tired. but for whatever reason im doing ok today. dr. 1 is getting ahold of dr 2 to get me into a new headache specialist and i feel like things really are...