damn doctors!!!!

i dropped my pain pills down the sink the other day. i have never been so careless. i tried to get the dr to give me a partial refill and not only did he deny my request he refused to answer or return any calls from me for the next 4 days!!! i finally had to go the E.R. and tell them a half truth just to get my pain meds. why is it the people who follow the rules get treated worse than the druggies who are able to keep getting the drugs WE need???