Casinobogie

After all this time, I have gotten stronger, the urges disappeared and I felt good about myself. Then what happens, in a brief moment of weakness, I find myself in the casino and ALL the old habits,...

So I am into the second month of no gambling. Up till now it has been surprisingly easy. But that is starting to change. These past couple of days I have found my mind wandering off into a visit to...

I just passed my 30 day mark. During this time I have not ventured or even thought of going into a casino. The reasons for staying away are many, however I am not going to stop and analyze each and...

Well it has been 21 days that I have not stepped into a casino. I have bought an occasional lottery ticket with the understanding that if it happens, it happens, if not, oh well.I feel good about...

Well I am on my way to week three with no gambling. There have been no needs, wants or desires to go back to the casino. From previous experience I have learned that it is still too early for any...

This is week two of no gambling.I have not had any urges to gamble until today, however, it was brief. What concerns me is that after time, when all is forgotten and there is money In the accounts...

It has been over a week since my last gambling disaster and I am still avoiding everyone. My mom is in the hospital and I cannot bring myself to visit her in fear of meeting others.My checking...

It has been a great while since my last entry. I have been reluctant to write anything.It is not that I can handle this alone or want to withdraw, it is just that I seem to be on the verge of...

As I walked to the car in the morning I was greeted with the sight of my car radio missing and the moonroof top broken. Nothing else was taken. What kind of an a**hole would do that?It is an older...

I went to the funeral today of a cousin whom I have grown up with. He was just shy of his 60th birthday. He was in failing health and died of a massive heart attack. There was lots of people who came...

It has been about two weeks since my last journal entry and I am feeling pretty much the same.  The drive and energy to prosper have not returned.  The urge to blow all my money at the casinos has...