Casinobogie

It 's been too long. I am back to try and vent.Too many things have happened that I can't ignore. 

It has been a great while since my last entry. I have been reluctant to write anything.It is not that I can handle this alone or want to withdraw, it is just that I seem to be on the verge of...

As I walked to the car in the morning I was greeted with the sight of my car radio missing and the moonroof top broken. Nothing else was taken. What kind of an a**hole would do that?It is an older...

I went to the funeral today of a cousin whom I have grown up with. He was just shy of his 60th birthday. He was in failing health and died of a massive heart attack. There was lots of people who came...

It has been about two weeks since my last journal entry and I am feeling pretty much the same.  The drive and energy to prosper have not returned.  The urge to blow all my money at the casinos has...

I am writing to vent and take out my frustrations.  It is not about the urge to visit the casino, it has pretty much disappeared. At this time I have no yearns or wants. I am sure that it will rear...

Well, I am on week three of no gambling. I have not given in to my previous yearn to go and blow any and all money available to me.  I have limited the money available to me but, I cannot be money...

I am on my second week of no gambling after my relapse. I felt like sh*t after doing what I did.I started my abstinence and this time I will stop being so overconfident and take it day by day.The...

After all this time, I have gotten stronger, the urges disappeared and I felt good about myself. Then what happens, in a brief moment of weakness, I find myself in the casino and ALL the old habits,...

So I am into the second month of no gambling. Up till now it has been surprisingly easy. But that is starting to change. These past couple of days I have found my mind wandering off into a visit to...

I just passed my 30 day mark. During this time I have not ventured or even thought of going into a casino. The reasons for staying away are many, however I am not going to stop and analyze each and...