Day by Day
So I am into the second month of no gambling. Up till now it has been surprisingly easy. But that is starting to change. These past couple of days I have found my mind wandering off into a visit to the casino.The old feelings of confidence, arrogance and selfishness are returning. Once again the illusion that I will go with a set amount of money, win and leave has set in. I had a feeling that after time has passed, these urges would return, so, I deprive myself of the funds needed by handing over the money to my wife to pay the bills and save some of it.I am battling with myself over how I can set aside some money and eventually return.All I can do, I guess, is to take it one day at a time. I have been reading these entries daily and it really has helped.
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