I'm Homeless

It just dawned on me but I am. Sort of. After almost a month of living in constant battle with him, I decided to stay at a friend's for a while. And I realized I have no home of my own. I have no safe place where he can never tell me to leave. I know I'm not innocent here, it's my fault too that things haven't worked out. I'm just exhausted and confused about what to do. Where do I go from here? I feel like I'm gonna end up going back to his place as soon as he asks me to. It's been four days since I left. And I'm really starting to miss him. I'm missing being near him, touching him and living by his side. Maybe I can stay here long enough that those feelings will pass and I'll begin to see that who he is is not what I want. I have a lot of regret for moving in with him a month ago. I knew I would end up here, why wasn't I able to get my own place? Did I really thing it would work this time?