MonaP

This holiday season sucks for me. I wanted to cry. I don't know what is wrong with me. I have negative thoughts that I can't get it out of my mind.

I have no one to talk to about my feeling. I want to cry right now. I have friends but no one wants to listen to me. I guess I will just hurt my wrist to deal with the situation.

Dear DiaryI'm so lonely. I don't have anybody to talk to. I'm in so much pain that no one understands me not even my family, I hate the habit of hurting myself again but that is the only way to ease...

I am so depress that I would rather just give up on life. I feel as if no one doesn't care about me. I am worthless, helpless, and useless. My family treat me as if I am a baby. I can't deal with...

I can't deal with this anymore. I woud rather be someone else than to deal with this moods swing. I have no one to talk to about my problems. I would rather be in a hospital than being at home with...

I'm tired of feeling this way. I wish it would go away.

I'm not as depressed as I was yesterday. Hopefully each hour of the day, I will get better. Thanks everybody for their support.

I have been sad all day.  I am bored. I am a worthless person. I have a degree but can't work because of my condition.  I don't have anything to do with my life. What is the point of living? I'm...

Life sucks for me. Noting is going my way at all. I am so depressed all of the time. I would rather just give up. I don't know anything else to do. I would rather hurt myself to ease the pain.

My great-grandmother passed away early Sunday morning. I would like for all of my friends to pray for me as I go through the hardest times right now. I am doing okay but still sad.

I am doing much better since I bought a book for anxiety and depression. It had me thinking a lot about my life and relationship.  I still get mood swings at times but it is not severe. I am doing...

I was happy all day until now.  I am so stress and depress to the point I want to hurt myself.  I am tired of the mood swings. One minute I am happy and the next minute I am sad.  It is too many...

Today, I feel much better than I was last week. I guess the Abilify helps with the voices.

Lately I have been voices saying something negative. The voices were saying that I need to kill myself because I have worthless. It is also saying that no one cares about me and my boyfriend doesn't...

I am going to the doctor soon to figure out my problem. I have been acting different lately. Wish me luck.