I Need Help!

Dear DiaryI'm so lonely. I don't have anybody to talk to. I'm in so much pain that no one understands me not even my family, I hate the habit of hurting myself again but that is the only way to ease the pain. I feel like crying now because my life sucks big time. My life isn't going the way I want it to go. I was happy before but now I am very depress to the point of hurting myself again. I am at home doing nothing. No one wants to hire me for a job. I'm in debt also. I feel so ugly.