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My daughter is in love with Miley Cyrus.  I just heard her new song "The Climb".  It is exactly how I feel on all levels.  About infertility and miscarriages.  It's very inspirational!  I hope...

So I went to the RE's office today for yet another bld draw.  Today's beta... 12.5!  UUGGHH!  I thought it would be below 5 by now.  I just want AF to come so we can jump on the baby train...

So the nurse just called and my beta number on Tuesday was 1566.  Today it droped to 1200.  We didnt even discuss the Progesterone level.  She told me we would stop the progesterone injections and...

So I go back to the RE's today for another blood test.  Hopefully the beta numbers go up and the progesterone number goes up.  The doctor told me on Wednesday that if the progesterone number does...

Ok, so yesterday I thought I was ovulating.  Today I went in to the RE's to see if I had any folies but it turns out I am PREGNANT.  Some how some way we ended up conceiving in the past four weeks...

I went to the bath room this morning and when I wiped I had that clear bogery CM that you get when you are ovulating.  I havent had this for over a year because the Clomid we were on killed my CM...

Yesterday was a bad day.  I have been doing so well, I dont know what happened.  It doesnt help that I keep having dreams about the MC and also having dreams that we are trying but we cant get...

I just got back from the doctor and the apt went well.  There were no pregnant women in the waiting room and I didnt have to wait long.  My doctor is so nice and so caring.  I asked him if he...

So I think I will start writing and hopefully it will help.  I am still grieving from the loss of our baby last week.  It is so frusterating becuase it seems everybody just ignores it or wants you...

So, I get on DS almost everyday just to see how everybody is doing.  I read your journals, questions and statements.  I sometimes have a hard time reading about some DS ladies who are still TTC and...

Hey Ladies, sorry it has taken me so long to get back to you guys. My appointment on Thursday with the Perinatologist was at 12:15 and we did not leave till 4:30. I had NO idea we would be there that...

I have not written in this journal for a while now.  So I think it's time I updated it.  Honestly, I think I am going to have an anxiety attack every time I come on DS.  It breaks my heart when I...

I am so nervous for tomorrow.  It's my next US and I am praying that we see two sets of HB's and Baby B has grown and is OK.  This is the hardest thing to go through after experiencing a MC.  I am...