Still grieving

So I think I will start writing and hopefully it will help.  I am still grieving from the loss of our baby last week.  It is so frusterating becuase it seems everybody just ignores it or wants you to move on.  My husband is great and is very supportive.  Thank God for him!!!  Yesterday was a bad day for me.  I just sat and cryed all day.  It was really hard taking my daughter to dance class last night and having to tell all the other mothers that we lost the baby.  I go for my F/U apt with my regular OB on Monday.  I am hopeing they can do some blood work to see if any thing is wrong with me and try to avoid another MC.  I dont think I will be ok tell we get pregnant again and get past the first trimester.