Hate the holiday

just sitting here thinking that this is turning out to be the worst easter. My love had to work all weekend, family lives in another state or to far away in this one or not enough money/food to eat due to end of the month etc.. just not feeling the holiday...just wanna cry..used to be that I enjoyed all holidays, you know family, food and togetherness and now none of that seems to matter to anyone but me :-( :-(