Janine78
Status: I'm scared I must admit! Shy! Suffered from social anxiety in the past which still leaves me struggling to make friends.
Mood:
Horrible
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I don’t want to live anymore.Nothing I do is ever good enough & I always end up alone & crying my heart out.i’ve lost My soulmate & I can’t go on.
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pariahpəˈrʌɪə/noun1.an outcast."they were treated as social pariahs"synonyms: outcast, persona non grata, leper, reject, untouchable, undesirable; rareunperson"they were treated as social...
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never believe what people tell you ... believe what they show you!People will tell you anything ... if what they say is true their actions will show it!Not everyone who smiles is a friend
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it doesn't matter where I go or who I meet I there is always a hurdle, a stumbling block, a wall. I don't belong anywhere, there's always an obstacle & I ultimately end up on my own again.i am lost,...
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All I do is fall,fall up, fall down, fall over,fall, hurt, bang, mess up,i'm free falling, backwards, downwards,theres nothing to catch on to, things slip from my grasp,i cant see how far I am...
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i don't think I can take anymore.if things don't change soon I'll slip over the edge.
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Every time I look around there's my demons in the shade.All as big and scary as the day that they were made.All I find as life goes on, as I live & breathe. Is there are more and more of them, to...
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ultimatly at the end of the day we are all alone.
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21 ... she'd be 21 soon, my Angel, my baby, my daughter.she was born prematurely... so tiny, so frail. But so loved & so wanted by me.my whole childhood I fantasised about having a daughter.it wasn't...
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i often think there is something wrong with me?was I born broken? Did I do something wrong in a previous life?why am I like this?i'm rotten on the inside, broken, unfixable, dank, mouldy, no good
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my life has been one big long lonely path I just keep finding myself alone even nowi don't know what I'm getting wrong I think I'm cursed am certainly abandoned even family don't bother with me...
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Seriously!!!What is wrong with me!!!!!!!!!Missed a golden opportunity that presented itself this morning! I'd dropped my eldest off at a shop near college, he had gone ... Then the twat of a married...
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Therapy was tough today, but that's because I had a realisation I realised most of my behaviours stem from further back than I thought they came from. I though my pain, my over eating, my pushing...
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I'm done ... Done trying, done hurting, done pretending, done done doneDouble standards everywhere ... I'm sick of it, I've had enough I'm tired, tired of being me
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Just left this weeks therapy session. My Psychotherapist want me to write a list of supportive phrases I could say to myself when things go bad or when I'm feeling bad instead of speaking to myself...
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