Never

it doesn't matter where I go or who I meet I there is always a hurdle, a stumbling block, a wall. 

I don't belong anywhere, there's always an obstacle & I ultimately end up on my own again.

i am lost, not belonging anywhere. Floating from one disaster to another.

i predict I will be alone Christmas, or in very uncomfortable circumstances & most definitely alone when the New Year strikes.

Alone before, Alone still, Alone for evermore.