emotionalgirl06

The past few years i've been distracted. Love, friends,family, although all three are very important to have there is something missing from that group. School. Career. I have been wasteing so much...

At this point, i've taken just about all my strength on wasteing my time being friends with certain people. I've been loyal to them, stood up for them, went out of my way for them and today they...

Today i was thinking back to when i was in the third grade. I was picked on alot from the third to the 6th/7th grade. I was picked on mostly by boys. I dont know for some reason they chose me as...

I DONT TRUST ANY OF MY FRIENDS. EXCEPT FOR ONE BUT HE LIVES IN ANOTHER STATE. I'VE BEEN LIED TO, BEEN TALKED ABOUT, BEEN BETRAYED, IM AT THE POINT where i just want to break down and cry in my bed....

TODAY I WATCHED THE MOVIE ARMAGEDEON WITH BRUCE WILLIS. THERE IS A SAD SCENE TOWARDS THE END WHEN HE IS SAYING GOODBYE TO HIS DAUGHTER AND IT WAS A REALLY MOVING SCENE. WHILE I WAS WATCHING THAT...

This entry is a little different and i feel embarassed talking about it. I have an exboyfriend from high school who is fixing to be a father next month. Ever since i found out, i was at first in...

I went to babysit with my mom and we actually for once did not get into an argument , we always seem to end up fighting especially over the dummest things. Tomorrow is my "friends" party and that...

For awhile now i've been considering ending another friendship with one of my friends from high school. She says i'm one of her best friends and she does care when really she doesnt. She doesnt call...

Where to begin? Because i've been having some rough times recently, i along with my mom and my sister, we werent going to have a really good christmas. But last night my mom told me there was a...

Even though i have my mom and my sister , some family, and some friends, there is just something missing that is making me feel this way. Some of my classmates are in relationships, either dating, or...

Today was a little crazy. I went baby sitting with my mom , good quality mother daughter time, well sometimes it feels that way, some of the time we're fighting. lol. Anyways, my mom and i were baby...

The subject of alcohol has been brought up lately and its the number one thing that stresses me out. My father is an alcoholic and there have been times where its been really bad. At a young age i...

Last night, i received an email from my former friend who i have been mentioning lately here. She wants to know what my problem is, what gave me a laugh was the title in the subject box "whatever"...

Tonight i had a blow up with a friend i thought i could trust. Not everyone can be trusted and i found that out with this particular person. I get online , they send me an IM basically saying what...

It has been very rough for me the past few days. I thought i had the friend i've been looking for you know,someone to confide in, someone who is supportive, honest.....well thats what i thought. I...